Thanks for your post Jeri, it really made me feel better...I only wish that everyone that I had met as a female felt the same way you did. Some people did feel that way, and some have actually expressed an interest to keep in touch with me, and I'm so grateful for that, as I really feel like they're all my friends. Some don't even respond to me when I e-mail them anymore, and that's sad, but I understand why. When someone's been dishonest, it's hard to forgive. Still waiting to find out if my group wants to play with me next year...it's been a month now, so I don't think they're in too much of a hurry to welcome me back. Pretty much I'm just waiting for the bad news. Though it's turned out pretty badly, I wouldn't trade the experience for the world. The friendships that I made, as short-lived as they seem to be turning out, were worth the whole thing. I miss them all now, but I'm happy to have been their friend even if it turns out that it was only for a little while. Just wish I'd met them as me, it's no fun having some people think that I'm a jerk when I've got nothing but good stuff in my heart. Oh well, I guess, right?
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